06.01.09
This post i wrote at last night, when I am alone at downstair, is for my sweet home. ^^ All ppl were sleeping, but I am still awake. Here my post start:

I cant sleep, I think I am really sleep too much today. I cant sleep now. Didnt feel sleepy as well. I decide to study a bit.. hehe.. But.. I am so unconcentrate. lol.. That's me, my style. haha.. Suddenly think of the time is passed so fast. Day by day, week by week. The thing that I mind is I'm so unwilling to move to Kampar. i dont feel like separate with No.19 guys and girls. I think no one can understand my feel to them. They're just like one piece of me. Leaving them, it just will be losing one part of my body. I think I'm already in love with them. hahah XD sam pat! But day by day, the day for me to move to Kampar is really getting closer. ahhh!!! SHIT!! T_T I DONT WANT LA!!!

I'm in love with them, in love with No.19 members.. haha XD.. I feel so comfortable with them. I' m not sure how will I enjoy in Kampar and how fun will be.. Without them, I just will feel like lack of somethings. And I'm sure will miss you all much much~~~ lol~ You all are so special for me.. No one can replace you all in my heart~ I think one of the reason is we stay together for half year. The bond already built up. No matters what happened to us before, we're still a family - a sweet family. ^^ haha Our so-called Home Sweet Home. Why I'm writing about this? Dont know. Suddenly something flash out from my mind and I feel like writing something as well. So, I come out with this. haha..

You all make me getting love u all more and more. haha XD i dont know what is the feel I gave to you all, but I'm sure the feel tat gave by yours is nice and comfortable. I like the feel. The ways you all treat and care of me. When I am really feel down and sad, you all will accompany me, be by my side. Thank you, Siew Wan and CK. =) Thank you 2 to comfort me when I m down. Muackx. So sorry to let you 2 see my crying face. haha.. ugly face! When I feel down and sad, once I reached home, yours laughing and acts, will make me forget all the unhappy things. Automatically, I will laugh and smile infront of you all.. ^^ thank you, sweetest guys and girls. You all will always be by my side when I'm unhappy. I'm appreciate the caring from you all.

May be all of us got something is alike, that is why we can stay together for so long time. Those argue things is for sure. Without argue, how we get to know each other more and build our stronger bond? haha.. XD Am I right? haiz.. I' m really not willing to move to Kampar!! How wish we dont need to seperate.. I'm meant until the end, at least not so fast! 1 year is a long long period for others. But for me to sweet home, it is just a short period.. The feel.. sigh.. really hard to explain. I dont know others will have the same feeling with me or not. LOL.. so po.. Nothing can change the fact. We do need to seperate after our foundation course and continue our degree course at different place.. T_T

I hate to move to Kampar is because of there got no entertainments, got no shopping malls, and the important thing is got no my sweet home housemates! ISH!!! After we seperate, I hope our bond still will be the same, no any changes. I *heart* you all so much much~~ haha XD Why I am sound like going to leave you all tomorrow.. haha.. Stupid qing.. LOL! I'm glad to know you all. Muackx..






p/s: How can we keep our relationships without keep in touch to each others? Right?

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