ahhh!! I suddenly feel like... "Sigh"... I was promised to ck that I will send him 2x exp card to him by tonite 12. But so bad! stupid maple disallow I send tat card by using maplepoint.. sob sob~ T_T I make him disappointed oredi... sigh~ So sry!!! I didnt know tat cant send things by using maplepoint.. If I know.. I will tell u earlier!! sob sob! reli sry nia.. I tried to find my maple fren to send the card to u.. Cause they got char at Aquila oso.. unluckily, They didnt ONLINE!!!!! sob sob! I think ck sure unhappy now... T_T
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I hate to be alone... I hate bored! When I bored.. I will think tis n tat..
I hate!
I hate!! I Hate!!!
I think we have already around 3 weeks didnt chat like usual.. I miss u so much!! T_T I dont know what really happpened between of us. U told me tat, u busying with ur games. Fine. Last time I experienced it. but why now, so different? U didnt come n find me.. Didnt chat with me.. I msn u.. U seem like ignore.. When I feel sad.. I just wan u to be my listener.. I just wan a listener... When I need people concern, where r u? You oways told me that distance does nt a matter.. but at least, show a little bit concern to me.. I will feel better.. Is it reli hard for u? Sometime when I am reli down... Sad... Stress.... I just feel like wan to talk to u... but u r oways not around.. When u reply.. U just simply reply.. den dunno go where oredi.. wait for a long time oso din reply me... 2 years! 2 years! What u told me last time, is it all lies? Is all guys oso like to ignore me... without I know the reason! Last time was the same! Now oso is the same! I m so scary?! Do u think about my feeling before? How sad am I? May be last few weeks, I was busying with my exams stuffs and neglected u. How come after my study week, we will become like this! T_T What happened between of us ACTUALLY!!!!! sob sob... who else can I talk to? T_T People will say me siao.. say me stupid! But they wont know! I rather going to back to PJ! going back to sch! I wont think much when my mind is not free.. And myself is nt alone! I dont wish to waste my tissues anymore! And dont wish to let my tears flow out as welll! What can I do to stop it! My tears will flow out when I think of u.. The feeling is BAD! No one will understand my feeling... T_T I miss him... I really do! Labels: Feeling